You might have noticed recently I haven’t being posting as regularly as usual and when I have been it has all felt a bit, well, samey. I’ve reached a point where I have had to admit to myself that I am stuck in a bit of a rut. Not just here but in general.
Ever since coming back off holiday, I haven’t really felt like I’ve been inspired or motivated. Lately, I’ve been really poorly, really down and really working. None of these things lead to the ideal conditions for blogging, or living, and I think I might just need a little bit of a break.
This isn’t something I’ve ever done before with this little space of mine, and it is breaking my heart to do so, because it feels a bit like giving in, but I know deep down that saying you need a rest is not the same as giving up.
My blog has become something I am really proud of, it keeps me in line, and acts as a reminder of what is really important. The fact that anyone reads what I post, or takes the time to comment on something, makes my heart swell more than you could know. Because of this I don’t want this space to become a chore, or to post anything I’m not truly proud of, that won’t do anyone any good.
This is me saying, I need to take a little time to work out what is wrong, and then hopefully make a move to truly fix it, not just apply a plaster.
So instead of going round in circles, posting content that is just the same old rehash, and not really good enough, I’m not going to post anything until I’m ready. I might be back in a couple of days, it might be next week, I hope it doesn’t take until next year but if it does, so be it. However long it looks like I’m gone, I promise I will still be around, reading your wonderful blogs, working on new ideas for the new year, and generally trying to find my creativity and all importantly… a little bit of zen.
Hopefully speak soon, and thanks for sticking with me.
Live life & take a break if you need to x